Sunday, November 13, 2011

I Love You ...

I've never feel this way
I've never been this happy
I've never been this sad

There are so much thing i wanted to tell you but i just dont know where to start

From the very first time i met you again after years, even until this moment, I still amazed by how we start everything up. Never thought such "thing" really exsist.

What I feel for you is just too strong to be denied. Too real to be dreamed of. It is hurt knowin that its only a matter of time, as if it is a time bomb, which will end up when its explode.

I keep questionin of why it happened to us.

Thursday, November 10, 2011

1 MONTH ...

its been a month now since the first time we met but i never ever failed to remember how a wrong place in a wrong time would end up a perfect love like what i have with you.

i didn’t expect that it is through me that your seemed-to-be-wrong-ways would straighten up like the way you suppress my own ways from turning to what is awry. i just cant help myself but to simper when imagining how we accidentally started it all. i was not certain if its alright ti smile because of our very funny beginning or i just have to simper because of its slot ways.

It started when all i knew was i was there because i wanted to have fun with my junior high friends who happened to be your high school friends also. but eventually i found myself enjoying the moment with you and also the same thing to you with me instead with others.

2 days after, Oct-10, 2011 we decided to meet again and i didn’t know why i easily gave in. it seems we met long time before that made me trust you in that snap of time. that was so full of emotions but i was not sure if it was already love.

Today is exactly 1 month we've been together as an affair couple...and i almost screw this up.